Fears (Amazon Scrolls 10/Quests Saga Part 1)
DJ Dubois
July 2007
Rating: T (Teen--some language)
Notes Part 1: This story takes place after both “Consequences” (Dubois
Chronicles 2.102) and “Legion” (Super Lana 31). Rest assured, this is not a
xover story. (Other fandoms listed below pertain to characters referred to in
the story by the XWP folks.)
Notes Part 2: Xena Warrior Princess and the show's characters belong to Studios USA. The characters from Smallville belong to DC
and the CW. All other characters are mine. Please send feedback to
dante0220@yahoo.com
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Chapter 1
[Nai-Jin’s Hut—from the end of “Consequences”]
Xena stormed up the path toward Nai-Jin’s hut under a full head of steam. After
Yodoshi’s escape, she was furious. As such, she knocked loudly.
The door swung open. “Enter, Xena, I’ve been expecting you.”
“Yeah?” The Warrior Princess entered the dwelling to find the ancient prophetess
sitting on the ground in lotus position. “You might have told us about Angela’s
grandfather. We could’ve saved him.”
“The goddess only allows me to see what she will, Xena. Such I told the Faerie
Empress several times and so I tell you and the Queen.” Seeing the surprise on
her visitor’s face, she nodded. “You just missed her. I will tell you what I
told her and David Dubois both.”
“David? When?”
“He and I spoke just before you went after Isobel’s weapon of the Apocalypse. He
tries to figure out my prophecy.” The old woman rose slowly from the floor and
made her way over to the table. “But I only told him part of it. Two quests
there will be to right the wrongs done by your enemies, Xena. He will lead one.
Miranda will lead another. So as your enemies scatter like the crows when the
feast is done, so you all will do the same to find them.”
“So we’ll need to split up to find them? Fine,” Xena supposed.
“Except that you will need to take a minor role in one of the affairs. Miranda’s
friend and her allies have appeared at a critical juncture. This girl reaffirms
Miranda’s ties back to her training and loyalties to their mentor. It is also
for her to avenge the wrongs done by the demonic samurai. As such, it is time
for her to prove herself on a quest.”
“Quest?” Then Xena’s eyes went wide. “Yeah right. Those kids are going to hunt
down Yodoshi? Nah, I’ll deal with that.”
“Unfortunately, the main role has been assigned to the young ones. You cannot
stop this, Xena. The goddess wishes that you assist and advise. However, it is
for Miranda to kill the demon once and for all. As you go, she will need to deal
with her inner darkness. In that regard, you must help her to remain on the
straight and narrow.”
“And David? What of him?” Xena queried.
“He and five companions will travel back in time to seek out Isobel. There,
under a canopy of Lincoln green will they seek to stop her from destroying his
house,” Nai-Jin declared. “Such as she declares, so shall it be.”
Xena shook her head and stalked out of the hut.
Nai-Jin bowed her own head and rubbed her temples. Alas, Xena, how I wish it
were not so! I would spare you all from these trials but the goddess wishes
otherwise! She bit off a piece of coarse bread and watched as the sun descended
toward the western horizon. And night shall fall in more ways than one.
****
[Queen’s Hut--Next morning]
Gabrielle scribbled away at her scrolls recording recent events both in the
village and the future. Especially over the previous year, the Amazons had
finally reestablished their stability. The village reconstruction was finally
complete. The warriors had resumed their full training and routines. Best of all
where the Queen was concerned, they enjoyed a time of peace. I hope you’re
enjoying this, Ephiny, wherever you are. She smiled warmly at the thought of her
sister Amazon.
She is.
Gabrielle sprang to her feet to find Yakut’s spirit floating behind her. “Yakut,
what is it? You don’t have to sneak up on me like that.”
“Forgive me. I only wished to compliment you,” the spirit apologized. “You have
prevented a major catastrophe, Gabrielle. Under your leadership, the Amazon
nation has regained its vitality. May you continue your stewardship as such.”
“Thank the other Amazons especially Eve and Jasmine for their assistance, Yakut,”
Gabrielle replied, deflecting the praise. She recalled the visions of potential
disaster which the spirit had shown her both in Japa and Chin. “We work together
and survive together.”
“A lesson that you share with your friends from the future, I suppose?” the
deceased shamaness asked. “It is one well considered.”
“David Dubois has a great deal of experience in these regards—as do Xena and I.
Besides the Amazons have our full council and heiresses back in place. At least
for now, we’re set. We will keep watch over these lands, Yakut. That I promise
you.”
“I have no doubt of that, Gabrielle. Xena has taught you well.” Yakut glanced
toward the ceiling as if considering her next words carefully. “Still she
struggles with the next great task.”
“Next great task?” Gabrielle looked curiously at her friend. “What’s that?”
“The goddess has declared that those around you will seek out and eliminate your
enemies: the witch, Isobel, and Yodoshi.”
“We’ve faced them both.” The queen took a deep breath. “Hopefully not together
though.”
“No. However, neither you nor Eve will be involved,” Yakut continued. “Xena’s
role will be as companion and mentor. Jasmine will represent the Amazons on
these quests.”
“Xena’s going against Yodoshi and you want me to stay here? Forget it! She’s not
facing him….”
“Gabrielle, you are needed here in the village. These missions are intended for
others to prove themselves and finish their own business. You must have faith in
the younger ones now. They must face their demons as we have,” Yakut explained.
“Darkness must be resolved.”
“David will go after Isobel. And I’m still not letting Xena go off alone against
Yodoshi. She almost died the last time,” Gabrielle declared. “Especially not
with the third in line to the throne with her.”
“It is not for you to say. Besides it is not Jasmine’s task either. As with her
uncle, the task of avenger falls to another.”
“Miranda?” Gabrielle realized. “No offense but does the goddess realize what a
quest like that will do to her inner darkness? She’s at risk too.”
“True but it is her role to avenge her family. Events have unfolded as they have
for a reason. Think on what that means,” Yakut concluded before disappearing.
They’ve unfolded the way they have for a reason? What does that mean? The
Bard-Queen walked out of the hut into the mid-spring sunshine and breeze. All
seemed quiet—ominously so.
She saw Xena mounting Argo II. “Xena, wait!”
“What’s wrong?” Xena wondered.
“That’s my question for you.”
Xena retorted flatly, “Nothing. I just need some air.” With that, she spurred
Argo, taking off for the woods.
“Terrific.” Gabrielle shook her head while heading back into the hut. “She and I
going to have a talk about this.”
Chapter 2 [Althanor—High Priestess’ hut]
Cybelle turned from the viewing portal with a heavy heart. “It proceeds then.
Once more, Celesta’s visit hallmarks a quest.” She knew that such progressions
were necessary but always carried a price. Wasn’t it enough that Dave carries
his demon around with him? What if Miri falls to the darkness as well?
“We must have faith, Auntie,” Deirdre admonished from her side. “I trust Papa
and Miri.”
The older woman glanced at her heiress, letting warmth overcome skepticism as
she did so. Even as she did, she had to admit that the other’s firmness reminded
her of the elder Deirdre’s almost stubborn stands in the face of opposition. “I
do too, my Dear. Isobel’s evil must be dealt with. I am thankful though you will
spared this quest.”
“I would go on it,” the younger priestess insisted, still smarting over being
told to stay behind on this latest adventure.
“We’ve already discussed this,” Cybelle sighed impatiently. “I need you at my
side during this time. If either group fails, we are the reserve force.”
Deirdre stood silently fuming over those words. She knew she wasn’t going to
win. Reserve force…great. Seeing another set of mists forming on the other side
of the room, she asked, “Aunt?”
“Relax, Deirdre,” Cybelle advised, knowing who the newcomer would be. “Step
forward, Heloise.”
Heloise Gregoire, the newest of the full trained priestesses, stepped into the
room and closed the mists behind herself. “Thank you, Cybelle. I trust all is
going as the goddess has foreseen?”
“It does. David and Xena will lead their respective quests soon enough. And what
of your dimension? Any news?” Cybelle informed their sister priestess.
Heloise smiled. “My granddaughter and her husband regained their sight this
morning. Meantime, we rally our numbers against my sister and the Rider.”
“Goddess be praised,” Deirdre replied. “And what of Papa’s counterpart? How is
he?”
“He gathers the young ones and prepares them for the inevitable storm. It gives
him something to do. He’s frustrated and wants blood for what Therese has done,”
Heloise recounted. “That concerns the second reason for my visit. I wish to
cross over and ask for permission to use that training facility I saw on my last
trip there.”
“Of course,” Cybelle agreed. “I’m sure our friends wouldn’t have a problem with
you doing so.”
“Make sure you see Clarise while you’re there,” Deirdre interjected.
“I’d rather be skinned alive,” Heloise noted. “She has a great deal of wisdom. I
will be back soon for my meditations. Thank you both for hearing me.” She bowed
before them.
“You honor us. Go on your way. We will expect you later,” Cybelle indicated
before Heloise disappeared in another puff of mist.
“Their war’s a little more serious than she’s letting on,” Deirdre declared.
“As the wounds to our friends would indicate. This, Deirdre, is what I meant
earlier. We have crises in both dimensions. As such, we need to be ready for
anything,” the high priestess indicated.
Deirdre nodded. I still wish I were going with Papa or Miri though.
Chapter 3 [Dueling area—Amazon Village]
[A/N: Yori belongs to Kim Possible which is Disney’s not mine. Once again, she’s
only referred to here.]
Jasmine had risen early that morning to sort out the conflicting thoughts in her
head. As with Xena, Gabrielle and her friends from the recent mission, she had
difficulty dealing with the events both in the recent past and future. Why did
that kind man have to die? It had seemed that since Miranda’s friend and former
Japanese classmate, Yori Matsumaru, had arrived, a fuse had been lit…as if
something else much deeper were about to be set in motion. Who is she really?
What is this school that she and Miri trained at? Is she tied to Yodoshi? The
thought of her love being duped into that demonic madman’s clutches again
infuriated her. “Allah preserve me, I say NO!” She drew her scimitar and swung
through a nearby tree, cleaving it in two and dropping it to the ground with a
resounding crash.
“Remind me not to get you angry anytime soon, Princess,” a familiar voice
interjected.
Jasmine scowled intensely. However, upon seeing Varia, her face softened and an
embarrassed red hue covered her face. “Varia, you saw?” She sighed. “Of course
you did.”
“Kind of hard to miss the tree crashing down,” the other woman informed her.
“You’ve been here for three days. For most of them, you’ve been withdrawn. I’ve
waited for our sparring.”
“It’s been difficult. I share the Queen and Xena’s sadness.” The Javalstani
Amazon feinted in frustration at the air well away from her friend and fellow
counselor.
“So I gathered. I remember when Celesta took my sister and friends. It is never
easy to deal with.” Varia held up two fighting staffs. “Work with me.” She
flipped a staff to her friend and braced herself.
Jasmine caught the staff and sheathed her scimitar. “Fine.” She swung the staff
savagely; her anger clouding her judgment.
Varia easily parried the motion and countered with a soft attack of her own.
“This isn’t like you. What’s really going on? This wouldn’t happen to be about
Miranda, is it?” Seeing the other’s look go really sour, she added, “Kind of
hard to see you losing your focus over anything or anyone else.” She knocked the
staff out of the other’s hand with one deft move. “This isn’t like you.”
Recalling what both Eve and Gabrielle had told her about Varia’s past, she bit
back the retort. “Yes. It’s about her.” She shook her hands to get rid of the
stinging she felt there. “Her former classmate is staying with us.”
“And Rasniya is also staying with you. Who is this friend of hers?”
Jasmine ran her hand across her forehead wiping the beading sweat off. “Her name
is Yori. From what Miranda tells me, they studied together in Japan.” She
stalked over to the water barrel and drank several handfuls from it. “She’s
stayed with us for nearly a month and yet we know little about her.”
“Is there anything you need to worry about?” Varia posed while joining the other
for a cool drink.
“She’s a ninja.”
“Trained assassin with a secretive streak. Sounds familiar, Princess. Careful.
Sounds as if someone’s jealous,” Varia pointed out.
“It isn’t like that! Yori isn’t interested in her. She showed up out of nowhere
with a warning about Yodoshi,” Jasmine explained. “I’m worried.”
“With what we all know about Yodoshi, you should be,” Varia agreed, recalling
the earlier battles between the demonic samurai and Xena. “How is she in a
fight?”
“She fought as well as any warrior I’ve been with,” Jasmine drew her scimitar
and considered its edge. “I worry about her tie to the demon.”
“If she showed up to warn you, why would she be tied to him?” Varia supposed.
“Jasmine, relax and listen to yourself. She traveled across the water to be at
your side. She handled herself well in a fight. She doesn’t want to take Miranda
from you. Don’t be rash. That is what cost me my standing with the tribe and a
great deal more.”
Knowing the pain that Varia’s situation caused her, Jasmine shook her head. “I
have never doubted a comrade before. I feel ashamed.”
Varia rubbed Jasmine’s shoulder. “As Gabrielle has taught us, be aware yet never
push a friend away. If Miranda values her as an ally, then should we all. Now
are you ready for a rematch?”
Having calmed down, Jasmine smirked at her friend. “If you are ready.” She
picked up the staff and swung it in her right hand.
“Never thought you’d ask,” Varia concurred before they started into another
duel.
Chapter 4 [Clearing—about five miles away from the village]
Xena had ridden Argo hard through the forest, trying to let her friend deal with
her own frustrations. While weaving around this tree and vaulting a bush, her
mind fumed over the issue at hand. As if I’m going to let anyone else hunt down Yodoshi! She frowned recalling her own encounters on the side of Fuji.
I owe it
to Akemi to take that bastard down myself! She sniffed the air and felt its
vibrations shift.
For two miles she rode on, not really feeling like dealing with the pest.
However, the twitch never went away; its burning increasing along her neck and
down her back under the dark leather.
“Awright! Enough of this!” she growled. Upon reaching the open meadow, she
pulled up on the reins. After a triple backward flip from the saddle to the
ground, she drew her sword and braced herself in less than a heartbeat. “Get out
here, Ares!”
“I love it when you’re all pissed off!” the war god crowed while appearing in a
flash of orange light. “It’s enough to make me wanna…..”
Before he could finish, her fist found his face.
He flew backward, pancaking against a massive tree.
“I ain’t in the mood!” she hissed; her eyes clearly in the wide-eyed
battle-crazed glare.
“Come on! You’re clearly spoiling for a fight!” he rebutted. “You know you could
kick Yodoshi’s ass!”
“I could really kick yers,” she growled, getting right in his face and eye to
eye. “Right now, any fight’s lookin’ good.” Before he could throw an energy
burst in his own defense, she lowered her shoulder and dented the tree with his
hide again. “You’re really pushin’ yer luck, Ares.” She held up her hands in
prime position to deliver the Pinch but stopped herself cold. “You’re not worth
it.”
“I knew you’ve gone soft. Since when have you cared about the rules?” he
challenged.
“Since I care about what my friends have built! It’s gotten me a lot farther
than you ever did!” she spat. “Scram! I really don’t have time for this right
now!”
“Fine! Be that way!” he concluded derisively to cover his own hurt feelings.
Then he disappeared in another energy burst.
“Damn it!” Much as Jasmine had done earlier, she whacked away at a tree in anger
and frustration. Then she felt another presence. “Ares, I warned ya!”
No, Xena. It is not him.
She turned to find two spirits floating above the grassy plain. “Lao Ma? Akemi?”
“Yes, Xena,” her former mentor replied while she and her companion assumed solid
form. “Even at your angriest, you restrained yourself.”
“Ares kind of brings it out of me,” the warrior retorted while sheathing her
sword. “Sorry you had to see that.”
“That, Xena, is the reason we are here,” Akemi announced. “Yours is a dangerous
path into darkness. Just as a flower allowing the razor to glide across its stem
risks its life so too do you. Trust in the one called Yori. She and her master
are our allies in the light.”
“Your rage comes from frustration and vengeance, Xena,” Lao Ma added. “As your
seeress has predicted, yours will not be the deciding blow. While your darkness
is not at issue, it could become so should you continue down your current path.”
Just as she had done decades earlier, the spirit’s eyes shone compassionately at
her student. “Let go of your will, Xena. All desire. All anger. All drives. Once
calm, your mind will find the Way.”
Although Xena was boiling mad, the words did calm her slightly. “That’s not
going to help against Yodoshi.”
“Then you risk falling as I did, Xena,” Akemi reminded her. “Seeing that would
break my heart.”
Glancing into the eyes of the Japanese spirit made the warrior’s own water.
“Damn it! Miranda’s been through enough!”
“As much as I admire your pure motives for protecting her, Xena, that is exactly
the point,” Lao Ma argued. “The girl has to master her own fear and inner
darkness. This is to be her test.”
“Then why do you need me?” Xena demanded with her hands raised in frustration.
“Who better to guide and teach her?” Akemi proposed. “You are an excellent
teacher, Xena. It was not your fault I fell from the path. Do not repeat my
error.”
“But…” Xena backed away; her mind clearly torn between the protective and
vengeful sides of itself.
“But what, Xena?” Lao Ma interrupted. “This is the only way. The young ones are
to be tested. So shall it be. Focus on the bigger picture. Surrender your will
to it. Then you will see what I am saying.”
“Remember what happened before, Xena. You have faced your demons. Do not allow
them hold of you once more,” Akemi begged. “Please.”
“Think on it, Xena. That’s all we can ask,” Lao Ma concluded.
With that, the two spirits disappeared, leaving the warrior to consider her own
thinking in the upcoming matter.
She sat on the ground and closed her eyes, allowing herself to relax. As her
mentor had requested, she relaxed her inner will, allowing herself to float on
the energies of existence. For several minutes, she felt the living things
approach and retreat again as if warned off by some higher power.
As she relaxed, Xena felt lighter than air—almost like a puff of dandelion
dander floating on the summer breeze or a cork floating on a river current.
It was then that the energies of all life flooded through her, making her a part
of their world. It has been said that few people live in the world and that the
majority live on it. It was at that moment—as she had done for a few minutes in
Chin so long before—that she had reached Lao Ma’s goal. While she would always
follow the way of the warrior, her mind had steadied itself for the journey
ahead.
Thank you, Xena. Remember this as you move on, Lao Ma’s thoughts echoed in her
mind.
Xena smiled at her teacher’s praise and opened her eyes again.
“Mother?” Eve asked while approaching her with two other Amazons. “Are you all
right?”
“Better than I’ve been in a while,” Xena assured her daughter. “I needed to
figure some things out.” She hesitated for a second before continuing, “Lao Ma
reminded me of her lesson.”
“About the Way? I remember reading about it in Gabrielle’s scrolls,” Eve noted.
“She wanted me to achieve a state where I could abandon my own will and goals
for the greater good.” Xena took a deep breath. “I don’t know if I can do it all
of the time but for this mission, I can.”
“I’m proud of you, Mother,” Eve praised while hugging her mother tightly.
In addition to the words from her mentor, those meant more to the Warrior
Princess than gold or any amount of dinars. She returned the gesture, letting
the positive energies flow between them before urging, “Let’s get back.”
“Gabrielle will have the entire tribe looking for us if we don’t get back,” Eve
agreed as they and the other two Amazons mounted their horses and took off
toward the village.
Conclusion [Sunset—Amazon Village]
As Xena and Eve had thought, Gabrielle was preparing to lead a search party of
their own had they not returned within a few hours’ time. After their return,
all three parties attended a brief council meeting to discuss what they knew
about the dual quests and came to the conclusion that the involved parties knew
as much as they already could.
****
Jasmine sat in front of a campfire and let her mind consider the issues in front
of her. Soon she and Xena would accompany their friends on the quest to hunt
down Yodoshi. While she would’ve jumped in to help in any case, the day’s events
had given her a measure of perspective. “Can I hold myself to an advisory role?”
“Supportive role, ya mean,” Xena corrected with a smirk on her face. “Mind if I
join ya?”
“Please make yourself at home,” Jasmine invited. As her friend sat beside her,
she added, “I take it the day was a good one for you too?”
“I don’t know if it was good but I learned a few things,” Xena admitted grimly.
“I heard Varia helped you too.”
“She has a knack for that. She said something about knowing the situation we’re
about to get into,” Jasmine recounted. “There was something about her losing the
Queenship over a place named Helicon.”
Xena nodded. “She rushed into that mess and a few others with Ares because she
wasn’t thinking straight. She let anger cloud her judgment. In the end,
Gabrielle and I had to save the Amazon nation from itself.” She shuddered while
remembering how Artemis’ son had nearly exterminated them all on that beach in a
hail of arrows and fire. “We could all learn from that.”
“But you saved the day though,” Jasmine asserted.
“Actually Gabrielle saved the day, Jasmine. She took control of the situation.” Xena corrected her companion. “I think we should look to her example right now.”
“I can do that. Xena?” Jasmine agreed.
“Yeah?”
The younger Amazon admitted, “I’m nervous about this whole thing.”
“You and me both, Kid,” she declared. “Let’s just keep our heads on straight.
Miranda and Yori will be counting on us.”
Jasmine nodded resolutely, pledging silently to do so when the time came.
May we make you both proud, Lao Ma, Xena mused while rubbing her companion’s
shoulder. For a second, her eyes darted toward the woods feeling as if they were
being watched. Then the feeling was gone. Now what?
****
Meantime, Gabrielle stood in the darkness, watching the two soon-to-be travelers
swap their experiences. Her own fears ate at her as she wouldn’t be able to
accompany her soul mate and the younger student on their journey.
The moonlight shone through the trees, catching the glistening streaks on her
cheeks.
Come back to me. The Amazon Nation can’t lose you. Nor could I.
With that thought, she retreated back toward her hut. Despite her concerns, she
knew Nai-Jin’s advisory about her role with the Amazon Nation remained her first
priority…even if she knew it meant that she needed to stay behind on her
friends’ most important quest. In that regard, Yakut had been correct even if
Gabrielle hated to admit it to herself.
For all concerned, that lesson proved difficult to swallow. In the coming time,
however, it would be essential if they were to survive the journeys to come.
THE END (for now)